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Jun. 9th, 2009

hey people.i will be leaving tmr night le. will post abt my trip at www.californiamakis.blogspot.com hurhur cya there

May. 25th, 2009

omg moe interview on thursday.they v efficient lei hee

May. 22nd, 2009

ohh i forgot to mention that i will be attending the gay pride parade in san fran...LIKE WOWWWWWW

May. 21st, 2009

a long hiatus. many things happened but i guess i have learn to move on.

Haha..

Reason why i am posting here is because i just sent in my application for MOE teaching award OMG!!!!!! i really want to be a teacher so much and this award will pay for my scholarship somemore.thanks da niu and ding for helping vet my essay... LOL

my case damn special coz i going for exchange in US soon le den i wont be in singapore so i emailed the MOE guy and he wants me to submit my application ASAP ... so i really really hope i get an interview slot soon. apparently results r made known right after interview.gosh. mmmm...

oh anyway i am going japan on june 9 for 5 days den going to LA le. hehee... exciting wor..travelling alone... and all..

went through much..realised that solitarity is actually quite nice.. so for 5 to 6 days i will be totally alone. no contact with anyone. probably something like escape from my wrecked life in sg? ahaha ... will update with good news. HOPEFULLY

Aug. 19th, 2008

going hongkong till 24th... adios to all and winnie =)
The oak tree is no longer tall and sturdy like it used to be... its leaves have yellowed...the pedicels holding the leaves to the branches are threatening to break with the coming of an impending rain....its bark has been invaded by lichens and moss..... the once beautiful expanse of green that used to surround the tree had dried up...taken over by cracking dry mud flats..

Gone were the days when the oak is a biosphere of brimming life.... gone were the colourful butterflies that used to enshrine the oak with beauty.... gone were the birds with beautiful vocals that gave the oak its magical voice....

and eeyore sat there alone..wondering what had gone wrong....... glazing into the night sky...the stars were still there...but there was no more sparkle to them anymore....

no more honey pots.no more remnants of honey on the ground.no more life.

nevertheless eeyore will continue coming back.hoping that a miracle will bring back what it used to be


你怎么舍得我难过
黄品源

对你的思念是一天又一天
孤单的我还是没有改变
美丽的梦何时才能出现
亲爱的你好想再见你一面
秋天的风一阵阵地吹过
想起了去年的这个时候
你的心到底在想些什么
为什么留下这个结局让我承受
最爱你的人是我你怎么舍得我难过
在我最需要你的时候没有一句话就走
最爱你的人是我你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这么多你却没有感动过
对你的思念是一天又一天
孤单的我还是没有改变
美丽的梦何时才能出现
亲爱的你好想再见你一面
秋天的风一阵阵地吹过
想起了去年的这个时候
你的心到底在想些什么
为什么留下这个结局让我承受
最爱你的人是我你怎么舍得我难过
在我最需要你的时候没有一句话就走
最爱你的人是我你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这么多你却没有感动过
最爱你的人是我你怎么舍得我难过
在我最需要你的时候没有一句话就走
最爱你的人是我你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这么多你却没有感动过
 

Jul. 2nd, 2008

met bryan for dinner. he suggested miss clarity den tom palette for ice-cream................. i rejected miss clarity..for reasons better known.
You said goodbye
I fell apart
I fell from all we had
To I never knew
I needed you so bad

You need to let things go
I know, you told me so
I've been through hell
To break the spell

Why did I ever let you slip away
Can't stand another day without you
Without the feeling
I once knew

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

If you could see me now
You would know just how
How hard I try
Not to wonder why

I wish I could believe in something new
Oh please somebody tell me it's not true (oh girl)
I'll never be over you

Why did I ever let you slip away
Can't stand another day without you
Without the feeling
I once knew

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

If I could have you back tomorrow
If I could lose the pain and sorrow
I would do just anything
To make you see
You still love me

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again